National Survivors Day

I don’t think I survived cancer.

It’s not something that’s 

over and done with.

I’ll be surviving 

for the rest of my life.

My body is healing, 

but I still feel broken.

I’m overly emotional, 

or completely numb.

I’m grateful, but angry.

Exhausted, but can’t stop.

I just keep going.

Worrying. Hoping.

Processing. Recovering.

Wondering. Exploring.

Coping. Healing.

Surviving.