DONE!!

Done with chemo! ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿฅณ

Today went fine. My regular nurse Paula wasnโ€™t there. But now that I have the port itโ€™s a lot easier for the nurses to access, so it wasnโ€™t an issue.

Ericโ€™s sister Laura was working today (at the Brigham, next door to Dana Farber), so she came to visit a little bit before my appointments. It was really nice to have the company! ๐Ÿ˜Š

I know the next two weeks will be pretty miserable, but Iโ€™m REALLY looking forward to the days after that when Iโ€™ll hopefully start feeling better and better all the time!

Birthday! ๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ‰

Well this is a birthday Iโ€™ll never forget. Haha.

Had chemo this am so we celebrated my birthday yesterday. Spent time with the fam, had cupcakes, played outside. It was a nice day. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Today I went in for chemo (#3 out of 4) and the nurses surprised me with a piece of cake and sparkling cider! So sweet.

Chemo went fine. Iโ€™m home and just resting.

Definitely feeling the love today! Cards and texts and Facebook messages. Thanks everyone!! ๐Ÿค—

My Milford friends made me a slideshow of old high school pics and a video of birthday wishes. SO thoughtful and was just what I needed to get me through chemo today. Felt like you guys were all with me today! Love you all ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

We look so young! Probably 2001-2002ish?

Letโ€™s hope next year on my birthday Iโ€™ll be cancer free and this pandemic will be over!!!! ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

Happy Motherโ€™s Day!

Happy Motherโ€™s Day to all the moms out there! ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’—

I had a really nice day with Eric, the kids, and my parents. Feeling very lucky today, despite chemo, despite the pandemic, to be able to spend a nice day with family.

Still donโ€™t feel great but definitely a lot better than last week! ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป

Ben is a pretty good photographer ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿ˜Š

This might be my favorite pic of the day though. Ben and Ellie playing freeze dance with Gramma and Pop Pop ๐Ÿ˜†

Freeze!

All in all, a great day! ๐Ÿ˜Š

Miserable

Havenโ€™t written anything this week. Not much to say other than ๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคข

So nauseous. All the time.

Iโ€™ve been in bed most of the time. Itโ€™s hard to be near the kids because as it turns out, you know what makes nausea worse? Whining. Crying. Yelling. Kids running around. Nonstop talking about Hot Wheels cars. ๐Ÿ˜ณ

Itโ€™s been hard to text because looking at my phone too much also makes me nauseous. Sorry if anyone texted me this week and I never got back to you!

I finally feel a tiny bit better today. Not good, by any means, but a small improvement. Iโ€™ll take it. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป

Home!

Home after a long day at Dana Farber. All went well! Two down, two to go.

Now the fun begins. The past two weeks have been tough. Mostly the nausea and fatigue. The last few days I finally felt pretty good, relatively speaking, just in time for todayโ€™s treatment. ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ

This time Iโ€™ll be a little more prepared, in terms of which meds to take when for different side effects. Hopefully thatโ€™ll help a little.

Definitely going to bed early tonight! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜ด

Good day!

Feeling good today! Not too much nausea, decent amount of energy, spent a good hour outside this morning. โ˜€๏ธ Went for a little walk with Eric and the kids.

Had a picnic too! Ben made a hamburger with a potato chip, cheese, and 2 chocolate chip cookies on it. ๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ”

The kids had fun riding bikes too.

Ellie did NOT want to get off the tricycle ๐Ÿ˜‚

Great morning! Now time for a nap. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜ด

Quick update

Itโ€™s been one week since I started the new chemo treatments and wow, they werenโ€™t kidding about this one. Definitely worse side effects compared to the last round. The nausea, fatigue, upset stomach, and body aches have been pretty constant until today. I finally was able to spend the whole morning out of bed with the fam today. ๐Ÿ‘๐ŸปHoping to get outside this afternoon too.

Really hoping today is not a fluke and that I continue to feel better (or at least not worse) until the next treatment. ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป

Parade!

Havenโ€™t been feeling well at all over the last 24 hours. Exhausted doesnโ€™t even begin to describe it. Iโ€™ve been sleeping and resting a lot. The nausea is pretty constant.

But this morning I got SUCH a great surprise when a parade of friends pulled up with signs, balloons, food, flowers, and goodies. It was amazing!! Love you all so much!!!! โค๏ธโค๏ธ