Ok so I went for some more tests last week and have a clearer picture now of what the next few months will look like.

I had another mammogram and ultrasound so that the surgeon would have updated scans before surgery. I think I had unrealistic expectations that the cancer would be all gone, so when the scans showed the tumors were smaller but still there, I was definitely a little bit disappointed. Apparently my tumors are stubborn (I have 3 tumors, all right next to each other in a row.) But they are smaller than they were. The doc who did the ultrasound had a hard time even finding them, so I took that as a good sign. 👍🏻

I saw my oncologist that same day (who I didn’t have an appointment with, but I think he heard I was there and probably seemed stressed so he popped in.. he’s a really nice guy). He reiterated that he is happy with my progress. He can’t feel the tumors anymore. I responded well to chemo. He is still optimistic I’m going to be just fine. I definitely needed to hear that.

It’s a long road though. I’ve known that all along but I had sort of blocked it out and have taken things one step at a time. Which is the only way I could manage it. But now that chemo is done and I’m looking ahead, there is still a lot to do that I’ve known about but was sort of ignoring. Haha. 🤷🏼‍♀️

I’m having a lumpectomy on July 8th. Which is not only a big deal because it’s surgery, but because we will finally know for sure if there is cancer still present in the breast and if there is any cancer in the lymph nodes. Hopefully not, on both counts. But it is likely that there is still some cancer there, based on my scans, so I need to be realistic about that.

They will be removing the tumors and the surrounding tissue during the lumpectomy. They will also remove one or two lymph nodes (to test them while I’m still in surgery). If it shows that cancerous cells are present, they’ll remove the rest of my lymph nodes in my armpit during the same surgery. (There has been no indication so far about anything in my lymph nodes, so cross your fingers they don’t find any surprises.)

I don’t need to stay overnight. Recovery is about 2 weeks, longer if they have to take all my lymph nodes. It’ll take about a week to get results about the tissue they remove from my breast.

In August I’ll start radiation for 4-6 weeks (5 days a week). Plus I have to get an infusion every 3 weeks from August until January (one year from when I started this whole mess). This is the part I’ve been in denial about. I just don’t want to do it. 🤣 The outcome of the biopsy results will determine the drug they give me every 3 weeks. Shouldn’t have too bad of side effects either way though, from what I understand.

Right now I’m enjoying this next week of feeling good before surgery! And I’m looking forward to getting these tumors OUT. 😀