Long Day

Chemo #4 was rough today. Nausea… restless legs … cold cap was hurting my forehead which gave me a bad headache which didn’t help the nausea. Oh, and I hate IVs with a passion.

People keep telling me I’m strong and brave. I just didn’t feel that way today. I felt defeated. For half a second I debated ripping the IV out of my hand and getting out of there as fast as I could. Definitely felt sorry for myself today. But then I looked down at all the pictures of Eric, Ben and Ellie on the blanket my friends made, and it got me through it. I’m not giving up. This sucks. A lot. And I’m pretty pissed off at cancer today. 😡 But I’m not giving up.

4 out of 12 treatments done ✅ ✅ ✅ ✅

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